Waiting for nothing
Friday, June 26, 2009, 8:07 PM
For this week I was not really able to share my thoughts in here (saktu na ba?!) because I've been doing some school stuff. And up to now I still don't now how to manage my time :( So .. let's see *flashback* :))

MONDAY - The highlight of the day was when our filipino teacher humiliated me infront of the class *uhm was humiliated the right word?* haha! basta pinagalitan kami tapos parang pinahiya na rin :s That was all beacause of those fucking seat row. Na siya lang yung nakakaintindi. Tsk kalagsan gud man.

TUESDAY - I kinda forgot what I was doing that day. uhm I remember the seems-like-an-unending discussion that we had in chem and the relieved faces of my classmates when we were finally dismissed :))

WEDNESDAY - Here comes my least favorite teacher again. From that day on she became my "terror teacher" (our filipino teacher) Then I already forgot what I did for the rest of the day :)) I guess I just went home then did the same thing.

THURSDAY - We had our lab. activity in chem. I have this gay classmate who really annoys me! As in malain it iya batasan! And I'm not the only one who hates him. I found out that there are many of us pala haha! I'm not alone hehe! He has this really bad atittude. Like when you talk to him It's like he don't listen to you at all. And I hate people who acts that way. Other's say that he's a social climber but for me he's more like a *uhm* nothing! basta d cu talaga hiya ma gets! I'll ignore him nalang. I won't make pansin nalang. He's not worth my attention mn liwat :))

FRIDAY - We didn't have our TFN in the morning. And in the afternoon we had our NSTP which is so boring! Our teacher just explained everything in the student's handbook. As in mapiraw talaga adtu! haha :)) Then we went to robinsons with Earlaine and Johannes. There I met Jake, Darold, Bevelyn, Daryl, Queenie and my new kakilala KARAAN and ALEX (alex is kinda cute haha!) We had fun libut-libut around the mall :) Then home :) And ohh before that I was almost hit by a motor (katangahan na liwat!) haha! But I'm more careful naman ngayon I'm trying to over come my katangahan :))

That was my week :) not that interesting. So that's all for now :))

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Damn Regret
Thursday, June 25, 2009, 7:48 PM
I guess the greatest lesson I've learned in life is to never invest deep feelings for someone ..
Never hope that they'll love you the way you want them to. Never expect that those sweet gestures and sweet words are true because eventually everything becomes a past. Sooner or later they'll just drop you off and will leave you nothing ..

So train yourself to let go of the things you fear to loose. That when they're gone you won't feel dumb and pathetic all along.

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False Truth
Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 7:39 PM
Have you ever heard of the term PSEUDO-RELATIONSHIP?
"pseudo" means false

Well, Let me tell you something about it ..

Ito yung PARANG KAYO PERO HINDI .. You trust each other in a special way but no commitments involved. You're MORE THAN FRIENDS BUT LESS THAN LOVERS. Hindi ka sigurado sa role mo sa buhay niya. You can't demand. You can't be jealous.

There's no such US just ME and YOU. And you can't be sure of his feelings for you at magtataka ka kung asan ka sa relasyon o kung may relasyon nga ba talaga ..

IT'S ONE IN ONE :))

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Father-Daughter
, 7:13 PM
JUNE 21, 2009
Belated Father's Day Greetings :))

Dearest Papa,

Wherever you are, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

It has always been difficult to celebrate when you know there is nothing to look forward to.
I can't be as excited as my friends or be happy as the people in the commercials, their broad smiles and celebratory mood. It is a reality and a bitter one indeed.

Your generosity was your life-long lesson for me, so I will be equally generous to those I love :)

All I can say is "thank you pa". Even though you are not here, this day I will pay tribute to you by remembering all that you have done for me to become the person I am now and to make real the dream you had for me. All the success I have is my gift to you :))

I know that we don't have a perfect father-daughter relationship. You are not a perfect father; I am not a perfect daughter. But despite this imperfections, I know you did what you have to do to make me the best person I can be. Despite our indifference, I know you love me and I love you, too :))

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End of the week
Monday, June 22, 2009, 5:40 PM
DREADFUL WEEKEND (June 20-21, 2009)

Saturday morning was just like any other. Woke up late. ate my breakfast then took a bath :)) Then at around 10 we went to Robinsons with Ate, Andrew and Auntie Lorna. We went from one store to the other and Andrew was even planning to buy those buy one take one Samsung cellphones. But I guess he changed his mind. Then we had lunch at Ritz. ate beef calderetta :)) After that we went home ..



First time to ride a SPIDERCAB :)
I was so excited haha!



At Robinsons CR haha! :))



The West Side Story

At around 5 in the afternoon I went to church with Auntie Susan and Ate. Had snacks at JK which was my first time also :) Then at 6 I went to this Ampitheater in Balyuan. Waited for Earlaine, Daryl and Dustin then watched "The West Side Story". It was a beautiful (and kinda funny) play hehe! We were actually forced to watch because our PE teacher was so "kurakut" she said that if we buy those tickets we will be excempted in our Mid-Term exam. So we bought those tickets anyway it only cost 1oo but we heard that the what we called "original price" was only 5o pesos. "kurakut" gud. 5o% gud an iya! Tsktsk! :/

Then Sunday comes. It was kinda boring I stayed inside the house for the whole day and studied for chemistry.

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Nothing Much
Friday, June 19, 2009, 9:51 PM
Arrived at RTR at around 8 and all we did for the whole day was to wait for NOTHING! yes NOTHING! We did not have a class in our 2 sub today (TFN and NSTP) We just stayed in the classrooms and lobby :s BUT the only good thing was I got to know my other classmates, we were having chikas already haha! Feeling close gud! :)) But that was a big help in my stage of adjustment hehe! :)) Again nothing interesting happened. Everyday is just the same haha! :))

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Late
Thursday, June 18, 2009, 8:33 PM
Went to RTR at around 8 and I was LATE again! :( But at least there were many of us:)) That was mainly because of the sudden changed of sched on our TFN. We thought we will start at 9 but without any idea it started at 8. It was moved daw. So that was it .. After TFN is our psychology with a very funny and old teacher. She made fun of our family name since she can't barely read it and we were laughing all along :)) HAD LUNCH with cousin and earlaine. Then studied for CHEM :s



After some grueling hours of seating and listening we were finally dismissed at around 4 and waited for some announcement if we will have TFN class tomorrow but we didn't hear any so we decided to just come to school tomorrow to know :0 Went home .. find something to eat then made some of my homework through the net :) I wasn't really sure if what I was writing was right hehe. I mean who wants know about LANGUAGE and COMMUNICATION haha! :))

The day is over and tomorrow's gonna be another one hehe! :) And ohh another thing, I'm really looking forward to talking to papa. I have something important to ask him (you already know what I mean hehe!) So that's it for now ..

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Same Same
Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 10:53 PM
Nothing much happened today. Did the same thing in the morning but this time I woke up at 5:30. Since Filipino starts at 7:30. I arrived at school before the said time. NOT LATE :)) Waited for the teacher ..




Waiting for class to start ..

Then my day continued, FILIPINO ENGLISH MATH and PE, in the afternoon. I entered each class lazily. I'm not really into listening and participating today, except during our first period were our listening skills was really put into test (what I mean is that we can't barely hear what Miss Domingo was saying kay hiya la an nakabati han iya boses!)

After class we went to the library to do our assignments in english and filipino without any luck haha ! :)) but we managed to get some info from some of the english books :)

We went home. ate BURGER again for snack. read YOUNGBLOOD then surfed the net. I was finding something to think about haha! to keep my mind working :))

Then went to ROBINSONS. had dinner with my aunt and cousins then BALAY :)

EVERYDAY is just the same HOME then SCHOOL then HOME again. I'm still looking forward for something unexpected or even extraordinary to happen :))

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Not so lucky
Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 9:52 PM
Woke up at 7 since our orientation starts at 9. did whatever. and took a bath. waited for ina and off to school. but while I was about to pay for our fair I just realized that I forgot to bring my wallet. It was still in my drawer. we were like "hala! anhun ta ini?!" we don't know what to do and we were left with no choice but not to pay and just get off the jeep without the driver noticing hehe! Evil plan HAHA! and then it worked! Thank God! haha! Then i kept on telling ina that we are so malas today and that there's still so many malas to come. and she just smiled at me .ohh great! Upon entering the campus we knew that we are already late for the orientation and that's another malas. so we went to the 2nd floor and asked some PT students if where are the NURSING students and they just keep on telling us that we are so late and that they are already at the function hall. WE are so DEAD! Luckily we manage to get inside and took a seat without everyone noticing haha! We are not that malas after all :))

 The orientation lasts for like FOREVER! They dismissed us at around 1 and we still have clases in chemistry at 1 .i was like "huhu dre gd ako matambuk hni" :( We then asked our teacher in chem if we can have our lunch she said yes but we should be back at 2 and we said ok ma'am thank you. I went home for lunch to get my wallet and I ate really fast. afraid to be late again. BUT unfortunately I was AGAIN LATE! I mean WE were late .me, mien, ina(since we had lunch together) and our two other classmates. The room was closed so we thought no one was inside but when i opened the door they were their and the angry expression of Miss Ambi. Our convrsation goes this way:

 Ambi: Why are you late?
 Mien: Because ma'am we thought no one was here.
 Ambi: That's impossible. My voice is so loud and you did not hear it.
 (We just looked at her)
 Ambi: Tapos mag titinindog la ngay.an kamu ngada?!
 (isug hehe!)

 So we took a seat and copy the topics that we will be discussing throughout the sem. And after that she dismissed us at around 3 haha! We are so relieved cos we thought that we are going to be stuck there until 5:30 haha!

 We had snacks at PORBIDA. ate cheese burger and fries :)) went to Paperworld to buy a binder and then went home :)

 I transferred my notes in my binder then had dinner. took a bath. arranged my things and now I'm right here facing this laptop and doing THIS hehe! :)

 DONE with my 2nd entry haha! That was my 2nd day in school! GOODNIGHT then. Hope tomorrow's going to be a different one :))

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First Entry
, 8:53 PM

This is my first entry :) and i really don't know what and where to start. Uhm *thinking* let me start with me making this blog hehe! I got this idea when I read Cristel's and Luwan's blog :) I got this from them BUT I'm not as good as them hehe! I just love reading their daily entry haha! So expressive of their feelings and thoughts [ okae im talking non-sense haha! ] .. Uhm *thinking again* done with why-i-made-this-blog explanation hehe :)) and I don't know what to say next! Ohh great! I just can't find the right words! why am i like this haha! So .. so .. whatever! OKAE let me end this up haha! :))

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