HITHANKSBYE

...

2010-07-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on; the one person who can screw you over and over, time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is the last one, you know that’s a lie because there’s always just one more chance waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know who doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to over look it because you love him.

2010-05-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile ever single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

growing up

2010-05-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up?

I'd rather not think about it

2010-04-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

Those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow. I think. A lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from "What am I doing with my life?" to "Did I have homework?" The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life.

ohhlala

2010-03-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION. I sooo labb this song ;))

I'D LIKE THAT

2010-03-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

When you first meet somebody, you find out they like you, first of all, a friend of a friend of theirs say, he or she really, really likes you, and it kills you, floors you, sends you to the ground, you’ve got to pick yourself up off the ground; then you get their phone number and you call them up, right, and you say “Yeah, that’s a really great phone conversation, can I see you some time?” and then they say this, they say, “I’d like that.” Nothing feels better than “I’d like that”. So now, your blood pressures’ goin, you’re six feet off the ground, you can’t sleep, because of “I’d like that.” So then you hang out for a while, and you call and you talk on the phone all the time, and then you drop the bomb, what feels like the bomb, you say, “You know what, I’ve been thinkin about you a lot.” And she goes, “Ahhhhhhh!” And you go “What happened?” and she goes, “I’m sorry, I just, I just, I just, that’s, I’ve been thinking about you too.” Bam. Higher into the sky. But now “I’d like that.” Tch. Done. Now you’re up to “I’m thinkin about you.” Then however number of months pass, it makes you feel comfortable saying it, you say “I gotta tell you something.” They go “What?”, you go “I’m in love with you.” And nothing in the world sounds better than “I’m in love with you.” And then maybe she starts crying, or maybe he goes “*gasp*”. And all the sudden you’re like “I’m in.” But now what doesn’t work?; “I’d like that.” and “I’ve been thinkin about you.” Now we’re at “I’m in love with you.” Then maybe some day it’ll move up to “I love you.” Fast forward, now you’re like “I love you a lot; I love you more than anything in life.” Now “I love you.” doesn’t work. It’s a threshold that keeps movin up. Fast forward, like six months, six weeks, whatever the case may be, now you’re on like, “I want to marry you.” “I want to impregnate you with my love.” “I wanna, I wanna just send my love to you.” “Damn it, words don’t work anymore.” And then you say this line, and you know, you know you’ve used this line before, “I just wish they’d put a new word in the dictionary bigger than love because love just doesn’t describe what I feel.” And so now he or she starts askin, “Do you love me?” and you start goin, “Of course I love you.” “Well say it.” And then it becomes “Say it twice.” And it goes “Say it three times.” And then, you cross a really interesting point, where all the sudden it becomes “I hate you, I hate you.” And you go, “Oh my god she hates me.” And now it’s like “I hate you more than anything.” And then it’s like “We’re over.” And then they go “No we’re not.” And you go “Yes we are.” Now the words completely do not work at all, you’re left with nothing. You’re throwing punches under water. You’re done. You know what the moral of that story is, if there is one… never, ever, ever, ever underestimate the power of “I’d like that.”

Thanks a lot!

2010-02-02T15:06:00.001+08:00

It's TUESDAY!

Tuesdays for PE and ANATOMY.

Had our practical in PE. And I'm free for the rest of the afternoon.

Next class is still 5:30.

3 missed calls? Now what does that mean?

and

a question. DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?

Okaaaaay. Ang labo mo! tsk!

We live in a world full of people pretending to be who they wanna be.

Pretenders. They are not contented of what God has given to them.

It's like they want more and they are trying really hard to have that. Shame

on them. So they pretend to be rich even if they're obviously not, they

think they're pretty but they're absolutely not and they really

think that they're somebody when they don't even deserve to be one.

waalaaee

2010-01-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

NO RLE! ;)

Walang pasok this morning kaya mag bloblog nalang ako. NSTP namin later kakatamad pumasok ;( At mag dadala na naman kami ng trash bag, walis tingting at black pentel. Ewan ko kung para saan yung black pentel pen ehh hindi naman yun pwedeng pang linis ;D Sana hindi matuloy yung paglilinis namin dun sa brgy.20 ata yun para naman kahit papano eh ma enjoy namin yung afternoon. ohh diba ;))

Ang dami kong gustong gawin pero hindi ko magawa. Hindi ko rin alam kung sa katamaran ko lang ito o sadyang hindi ko lang talaga magawa kahit anung gawin ko haha! ang gulo! Wala na talaga akong magawa ;DD

Anu ba pwedeng ikwento?

Waiter! this is not the LIFE i ordered.

Minsan, pag nasa point ka ng buhay mo na sobrang hirap. Iniisip mo, hindi mo na kaya. Sasabihin mo kay God, hindi na po talaga. Isipin mo na lang isang taon mula ngayon, pag na isip mo yung ngayon, mapapangiti ka na lang. Kasi, alam mong, kinaya mo. At pag ngiti mong ganun, ibubulong sayo ni God.. Kita mo, sabi ko naman sayo, kaya mo ;)

Happy

2010-01-21T14:33:00.007+08:00

Today is just like any other ordinary day ;D This is my first post for this year and I feel like I don't have anything to say haha =D *uhhmm* so many things happened since the last time I posted something in this blog kaya hindi ko na alam kung anu ikukuwento ko ;)) And daming smileys ;) hahaha.

"Parang droga daw ang bisa na ginamit niya kanina, sa una lang daw masarap. Ang pag ibig ganyan talaga. Ako'y nilamon nang pag ibig. Ganyan talaga masaya" Pag ibig nga naman. I like this song ;) Now, why did I post this video here? Kasi ito yung kantang hindi ma alis sa isipan ko ngayong araw na to haha. May LSS na ata ako ;DD I just laabb everything bout you!! hahaha toinks ;)))

Religion Extension Class (REC)

2009-12-31T19:51:00.012+08:00

2010

2009-12-31T17:04:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010 please be
good to me =D

...

2009-12-23T22:38:00.006+08:00

SOMETIMES THE MORE POINTLESS THE RELATIONSHIP IS, THE MORE YOU WANT TO FIGHT FOR IT.
IF THE RELATIONSHIP DOES NOT MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON, THEN YOU ARE WITH THE WRONG ONE ;D

the perfect girlfriend (notes from nikki sia)

2009-12-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

The PERFECT Girlfriend

Yes, she exists. And NO, she's not the supermodel type with the long legs and perfect skin. She's even better. She's the type of girl you'd overlook--she'd be your last choice. At worst she's insecure, clingy, shallow, jealous, nagging, sensitive, emotional, dramatic, and annoying. But if you can't handle her at her worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve her at her best.

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist.

Oh trust me, SHE DOES.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.

You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available.

You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.

You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares.

You say she’s nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.”

You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away.

You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the PERFECT boyfriend.

o.O

2009-11-07T21:11:00.023+08:00

TINATAMAD AKONG MAG POST =/
AT NGAYON KO LANG NA UPLOAD YUNG MGA PIKTYURS KAYA NGAYON LANG DIN AKO MAG KWUKWENTO TUNGKOL DITO :D

WITH CRISTEL AT SOMBRERO :) PERS TAYM KONG KUMAIN DUN :))

KLOWS SILA :)) LUWAN THANKS FOR THE FOOD! :P

"CHOCOLATE MOUSSE" GAWA NI CHEF DANICA SA BAHAY NILA KATHLEEN :)) YUUMMYY ;P

LUWAN AND DANICA :)

THANKS TO LUWAN, RIZAMELLE, DANICA, ROLAND AND KATHLEEN:))ANG SAYA AT SARAP KUMAIN LALO NA PAG LIBRE :D

;)

2009-11-05T10:51:00.006+08:00

I FINALLY MADE UP MY MIND, I'M
GOING TO CONTINUE WHAT I HAVE
STARTED. GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO
FIND REASONS TO LOVE NURSING :))

This really is it

2009-11-05T10:40:00.004+08:00

Watched MJ's THIS IS IT! It was really a great movie :)

"THIS IS ALL FOR LOVE" L.O.V.E :))

xD

2009-10-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

BUKAS NALANG YUNG KWENTO.I'M NOT IN THE MOOD =/

walang kwenta

2009-10-26T22:34:00.006+08:00

It was just an ordinary day :D spend the whole afternoon sa harapan ng notebook na to. Meju sumasakit na nga mga mata ko eh =/

Anyway mgtataglish ako ngayon nakakahawa kasi yung pag babasa ng mga blog nila luwan cristel and roland haha!

I went to evsu pla and guess what parang hopeless na talaga ko sa pangarap kong arki. Di daw kasi sila tumatanggap pag 2nd sem ng mga transferies :( but there's one last hope, hindi ko pa nakausap yung dean kanina kaya hindi pa rin sure kung talagang hindi na pwede :)) so ngayon hihintayin ko pa yung dean! great! =S

tsk bukas nalang yung ibang kwento it's past my bedtime na kasi haha!(bedtime pa haha!) "balit gin papakaturog na ak ni auntie =/

goodnight XD

la la la

2009-10-25T14:11:00.006+08:00

How to spend a day:

1. Defy the laws of gravity
2. Read a book
3. Eat cheesecake
4. Have brunch with someone you appreciate
5. Watch a movie
6. Stay in bed
7. If it's cold outside, bundle up and go to the park
- swing until you're nearly frozen
8. Cook someone a meal
9. Go for a long walk
10. Make a snow man even if there is no snow
11. Smile and tell someone you love them
12. Don't put your life to waste; spend every moment awake :)

all for love?? :P

2009-10-24T14:27:00.000+08:00

...

Let me share this to you :)

To me love is not a conquest, much less one conquest after another. Conquest denotes subjugation, a submission to a more powerful will. You do not make a person submit to your will and mold him as you see fit to make him more lovable in your eyes. You love him for what he is. You do not gloss over his imperfections, you learn to live with his flaws. You do not brag to your friends that he is yours for the taking, there is no place for braggadocio in love. You wait instead anxiously for the next time he tells he loves you, no matter if it may never happen and in the meantime the uncertainty is making you miserable. You do not lead him on with empty displays of affection. You do not boost his ego with false praises, only to give him the ultimate put-down by taking him for a fool. You find yourself speechless with admiration and fear that the slightest touch will betray the depth of your emotion. You do not cry foul when you see that the course of love has not gone according to your fervent wishes. You do not bawl at him, "How dare you tell me you love me, take my heart, and then disappear from my life." You do not demand the return of glorious days long past. You do not blame him for your shattered illusions and waylaid dreams and least of all for your broken heart. Even in lowest troughs of self-pity and despair, you cannot bring yourself to cause him the slightest grief. You would rather die than give him the slightest hint that he has anything to do with your happiness. Love bears all - maybe not always with a smile that's big enough for all the world to see, but just one that's brave enough to tell him it's okay, you'll live so he doesn't have to feel bad.

- an excerpt from youngblood

LOVE this haha! :D

back :P

2009-10-24T13:55:00.001+08:00

It's been about 3 months since my last post :D and now I'm back haha! Nothing has change I'm still my old self :)

I don't know what to say =/

... uhhmm

Okay know what? Right now I'm totally confused. Umm "confused" might not be the right word for this but I can't think of any other words to use haha! :D .. Confused because .. because :d urgghh!

2009-07-27T18:14:00.000+08:00

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION!! :(((

I'm Broke

2009-07-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

I am suffering from grave financial peril =/

Things I did last week:

(As far as I remember)

1. We are now in our UNIFORM :) and maghahair net na rin kami and I don't like it!
2. Our terror teacher was absent because of some personal reasons. Her husband died daw. Condolence mam. I'm so happy for you! No Domingo means no worries for the rest of the week :)

3. Had our boring lecture and laboratory activity in chem. And again I have no choice but to be with my "best friends" we sort of named them :)) Only me, Ina and Mien knows ;)

*diba there are three of them and we called them "best friend "masumo it nawung" and "yogie bear" as in kamukha talaga niya si yoggie bear pero mas kyut nga lang si yogie haha! :)) I just don't know why they hate me and why I hate them more. But I guess ganyan talaga ang buhay may mga taong nagmamahal sayo at minamahal mo rin at may mga tao namang kinamumuhian ka at mas kinamumuhian mo naman sila =/ Kasi naman si "yogie" feeling niya siya na pinaka magandang babae sa balat nang lupa, ehh sa katunayan IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND NAMAN! tsk! Okay so much for that...*

4. Our luck saved us in psych kasi we were supposed to have our reporting (we're group 2) but since group 1 had a very long report and we were running out of time, ours will be next meeting nalang :) That was really a relief kasi we were not able to make our visual aids. We thought no need na pero kailangan pala, chinicheck daw kasi ni mam.

5. Then comes our TFN. We are to study 8 CHAPTERS for our exam T.T Hindi na ito kaya ng powers ko!

6. Had our NSTP. We cleaned the area assigned to us. It was fun :)

7. I flunked in our TFN exam T.T grabe we we're really frustrated :s I mean just like what the song goes "I did my best but I guess my best wasn't enough" huhuhu bawi nalang ata kami next time. First quiz pa naman yun at uhm 3 answers lang ata yung sure ko T.T

That’s how bad my week was ..

Have a goodnight >.<

=)

2009-07-12T10:35:00.000+08:00

Over analysis of the past is one of the biggest roadblocks to moving into the future >.<

hmmp =/

2009-07-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

NO KWENTU FOR A WHILE ..

GOT SO MANY THINGS TO DO ..

still haven't learn TIME MANAGEMENT! :(

I'M STUDYING (kunuhai)

WE WILL HAVE A LONG QUIZ IN TFN!
(uhm that's Theoretical Foundations in Nursing)

T.T

MAKAPUY NA!

:P

2009-07-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

So many things to do and so many books to read! I'm in my 4th week in college but still nothing changed. I'm still a nobody. Still having a hard time coping up with everything :( I don't know but I guess I'll just leave everything to God. He knows what I'm capable of and I'll just do my part. Tsar! Ngdrama haha! kay balit. Now I'm serious, I'm sick and tired of everything! It's like I'm near giving up. Ugh! Come what may nalang (that has always been my mantra :P)

I'm waiting for my auntie. We will be visiting an eye doctor hehe! I'll have my eyes check =)
Later then ..

Awit ng Kabataan

2009-07-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

You can't make everybody love you.

Had our psychology in the morning and chemistry in the afternoon. We had our exam in Chem and unfortunately I wasn't able to finished everything! I left 2 problems unanswered and wasn't able to give explanation on why CHEMICAL or PHYSICAL. I ran out of time. That was total bad luck. After the exam, we had our lab again. That means I will again spend the rest of the period with my "best friend". Si Earlaine yung nagtawag sa kanya nang bestfriend kasi daw para di masyadong obvious. I really really hate him! Pikat nga bayot!

We had an experiment on a bunsen burner, it was all about the flame, the color of the flame, the coldest and hotest part of the flame. Then we draw the burner, labeled it and stated the function of each part.

We finished early since that was just a short activity. Went home, did my homework and read chapters 3 and 4 for our TFN. I read about Nightingale and Peplau and about their mind-boggling theories! We are having TFN tomorrow with Dr. Gasco, the dean. All of us were quite nervous about her. We will just see tomorrow if what she's like. Did all that and went to bed :P

My life without HIM:

I have time to do the things I want to do.

I can go out with anyone I want to.

I can find someone better who will appreciate me the way I am and stop wasting time on a doomed relationship.

Leaving me was probably the biggest mistake he will ever make!

July 1, 2009
Wednesday

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY UNTA! haha!

SAYANG! :(

Anyway it's back to school again after 4 no school days :P No teacher in Filipino and English. Had a chitchat with classmates. Then "board work" again in math. And another good news, no classes in PE, our teacher's daughter will be leaving for I forgot what country was that, and she has to help her daughter packed her things and everything. Not a very good reason to be absent right? :)) but that's okay with us. Another half day na man ei! Spend the whole afternoon in front of this laptop ;) and ate! Cousin Andrew was also here so he help me with my blog. I was really having a hard time putting music into this blog. Thanks to Andrew :)) Did my homeworks and some notes taking then went to bed.

GOODNIGHT >.<

June 30, 2009
Tuesday

HAPPY FIESTA TACLOBAN!

Woke up early. Texted my friends and former classmates if who among them will be coming for lunch. My former classmates in SHC and St. Anthony came. We really had a great time. Especially with Jodane, Kelvin, Ara, and Jericho, they were my classmates in elementary. And I haven't seen them for years. Ha! It was really a nice feeling having to hang out with them after those years. They've changed a lot! We talked just like before. We talked about our other classmates, how there doing and if any of us heard something new about them. We ate and laughed the whole time. On the other side there were my classmates in SHC. We did same thing ate and ate and laughed along with the jokes of Roland, Rex and Adley. They are so funny! Waray gud awud hi Roland haha! He even asked if he could use the internet and checked his friendster hehe! Waray gud na bayot tsk! tsk! But that's just him. Everyone likes him the way he is or atleast that's what I think :)) Then hours passed. They left at around 5. Thank me for the food and everything! haha! Like that was a big deal. Then I told them, next year again haha!

Cristel, Jodane, Ara, Adley, Rex, Roland, Franco, Gab, Pavo and Kelvin thank you so much for comming!

No classmates from RTR came :( I don't know why I'm having a hard time adjusting in college. Im not supposed to feel this way cos I've been to so many schools year after year. But now I just can't! huhu! GOD HELP!

No pix. I was not in the mood for piktyur2. Then I ate again. Talked with my cousins and watched fireworks. After everything, I went to bed. Thanking God for giving me such a wonderful day! (I always do that) :P

June 29, 2009
Monday

Woke up. Ate my breakfast then did anything. Ate lunch, went to Diorico's to meet my classmates in HVSFCI. We waited for the Sangyaw Festival to start :) It started at around 2pm. It was blazing hot! As in mapaso! Good thing many of us brought their payong. Saw Dingdong, Karylle, Luis Mansano and Christian Bautista on the float. I was really not that excited as the others. Then went to Tempura House to eat and to meet Daneca, also my former classmate. Then went home :)) Ate and ate and ate. Sanu pa daw ako matambuk huhu T.T

Mai SLR hea huhu!

That's Nathan on bass :))

At around 9pm we went to Astrodome to watch Bamboo :) We were VIP's but guess what! We sat on the floor for the rest of the concert because there was no seats left for us. That was all of the organizers fault! Nakabadtrip talaga adtu! Hain ka it VIP nga na lingkud la ha salug! But the good thing was were at the very front of the stage :) And we all had fun anyway. We enjoyed singing along with the band. Lalo na sa kantang Awit ng Kabataan :)) It already ended at around 2am. We all felt exhausted but it all paid off :))

Eat

2009-07-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

June 28, 2009
Sunday

At around 8 in the morning Ate Alex, Jericho, Auntie Didi, Auntie Dory and Uncle Eddie arrived from Manila. Jericho and Auntie Dory is now in Ireland and decided to have their vacation here in Pinas. And I think they will also be going to Mexico where my Papa is and then to America. Vacation gud man anu haha!

Kita-kita mga cellphones!

I had my pasalubong from them. Thank you so much! :)) In the afternoon, I went to Robinsons with all of my cousins. We were almost complete, Bryan my brother was the only one who was not there, he's still in Ormoc. We ate at Shakey's. Libre ni Jericho :)) I ate a lot. Nagpaka busog talaga kami, hindi na nga namin na ubos yung family size pepperoni piza :)) After Robinsons, we went to Leyte Park. Nagpahangin gad la udog tapos guti nga piktyur2. Ate again at Bestfriend's, this time kan Auntie Susan na libre. She met us there. I only ate fries. Busog busogan pa ako! :)) Then went home .. Had my dinner[kaun na liwat hehe] took a bath then bed :))

Such a No! No!

2009-07-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

June 27, 2009
Saturday

Another weekend and it's a long one since we don't have classes on monday and tuesday :) Uhm let's see .. I was bored to death haha! But my boredom didn't killed me instead I killed it through reading YOUNGBLOOD again since I still haven't finish it and watched PINTADOS at around 9 :)) Then my day went on. At around 4 in the afternoon we went to church with Auntie Ka, Auntie Susan and cousin Mica. After the mass we went straight home since cousin Ina and Andrew are waiting for us. Went to Robinsons to watch Sandwich and Rico Blanco. BUT to my dismay waray guud man upay it concert basta libre! :( There were so many people. As in damu! A big crowd! That was the worst concert ever. I can't barely breath and since there were no seats, I got pushed and bumped by those people around me. Free concerts are such a NO. NO. After sandwich we decided to go. We were not able to watched Rico. But I really did not care, all I want at that time was to go home, eat and sleep! MAKAPUY! That was really an experience!

Waiting for nothing

2009-06-26T20:07:00.001+08:00

For this week I was not really able to share my thoughts in here (saktu na ba?!) because I've been doing some school stuff. And up to now I still don't now how to manage my time :( So .. let's see *flashback* :))

MONDAY - The highlight of the day was when our filipino teacher humiliated me infront of the class *uhm was humiliated the right word?* haha! basta pinagalitan kami tapos parang pinahiya na rin :s That was all beacause of those fucking seat row. Na siya lang yung nakakaintindi. Tsk kalagsan gud man.

TUESDAY - I kinda forgot what I was doing that day. uhm I remember the seems-like-an-unending discussion that we had in chem and the relieved faces of my classmates when we were finally dismissed :))

WEDNESDAY - Here comes my least favorite teacher again. From that day on she became my "terror teacher" (our filipino teacher) Then I already forgot what I did for the rest of the day :)) I guess I just went home then did the same thing.

THURSDAY - We had our lab. activity in chem. I have this gay classmate who really annoys me! As in malain it iya batasan! And I'm not the only one who hates him. I found out that there are many of us pala haha! I'm not alone hehe! He has this really bad atittude. Like when you talk to him It's like he don't listen to you at all. And I hate people who acts that way. Other's say that he's a social climber but for me he's more like a *uhm* nothing! basta d cu talaga hiya ma gets! I'll ignore him nalang. I won't make pansin nalang. He's not worth my attention mn liwat :))

FRIDAY - We didn't have our TFN in the morning. And in the afternoon we had our NSTP which is so boring! Our teacher just explained everything in the student's handbook. As in mapiraw talaga adtu! haha :)) Then we went to robinsons with Earlaine and Johannes. There I met Jake, Darold, Bevelyn, Daryl, Queenie and my new kakilala KARAAN and ALEX (alex is kinda cute haha!) We had fun libut-libut around the mall :) Then home :) And ohh before that I was almost hit by a motor (katangahan na liwat!) haha! But I'm more careful naman ngayon I'm trying to over come my katangahan :))

That was my week :) not that interesting. So that's all for now :))

Damn Regret

2009-06-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

I guess the greatest lesson I've learned in life is to never invest deep feelings for someone ..
Never hope that they'll love you the way you want them to. Never expect that those sweet gestures and sweet words are true because eventually everything becomes a past. Sooner or later they'll just drop you off and will leave you nothing ..

So train yourself to let go of the things you fear to loose. That when they're gone you won't feel dumb and pathetic all along.

False Truth

2009-06-23T19:39:00.001+08:00

Have you ever heard of the term PSEUDO-RELATIONSHIP?
"pseudo" means false

Well, Let me tell you something about it ..

Ito yung PARANG KAYO PERO HINDI .. You trust each other in a special way but no commitments involved. You're MORE THAN FRIENDS BUT LESS THAN LOVERS. Hindi ka sigurado sa role mo sa buhay niya. You can't demand. You can't be jealous.

There's no such US just ME and YOU. And you can't be sure of his feelings for you at magtataka ka kung asan ka sa relasyon o kung may relasyon nga ba talaga ..

IT'S ONE IN ONE :))

Father-Daughter

2009-06-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

JUNE 21, 2009
Belated Father's Day Greetings :))

Dearest Papa,

Wherever you are, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

It has always been difficult to celebrate when you know there is nothing to look forward to.
I can't be as excited as my friends or be happy as the people in the commercials, their broad smiles and celebratory mood. It is a reality and a bitter one indeed.

Your generosity was your life-long lesson for me, so I will be equally generous to those I love :)

All I can say is "thank you pa". Even though you are not here, this day I will pay tribute to you by remembering all that you have done for me to become the person I am now and to make real the dream you had for me. All the success I have is my gift to you :))

I know that we don't have a perfect father-daughter relationship. You are not a perfect father; I am not a perfect daughter. But despite this imperfections, I know you did what you have to do to make me the best person I can be. Despite our indifference, I know you love me and I love you, too :))

End of the week

2009-06-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

DREADFUL WEEKEND (June 20-21, 2009)

Saturday morning was just like any other. Woke up late. ate my breakfast then took a bath :)) Then at around 10 we went to Robinsons with Ate, Andrew and Auntie Lorna. We went from one store to the other and Andrew was even planning to buy those buy one take one Samsung cellphones. But I guess he changed his mind. Then we had lunch at Ritz. ate beef calderetta :)) After that we went home ..

First time to ride a SPIDERCAB :)
I was so excited haha!

At Robinsons CR haha! :))

The West Side Story

At around 5 in the afternoon I went to church with Auntie Susan and Ate. Had snacks at JK which was my first time also :) Then at 6 I went to this Ampitheater in Balyuan. Waited for Earlaine, Daryl and Dustin then watched "The West Side Story". It was a beautiful (and kinda funny) play hehe! We were actually forced to watch because our PE teacher was so "kurakut" she said that if we buy those tickets we will be excempted in our Mid-Term exam. So we bought those tickets anyway it only cost 1oo but we heard that the what we called "original price" was only 5o pesos. "kurakut" gud. 5o% gud an iya! Tsktsk! :/

Then Sunday comes. It was kinda boring I stayed inside the house for the whole day and studied for chemistry.

Nothing Much

2009-06-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

Arrived at RTR at around 8 and all we did for the whole day was to wait for NOTHING! yes NOTHING! We did not have a class in our 2 sub today (TFN and NSTP) We just stayed in the classrooms and lobby :s BUT the only good thing was I got to know my other classmates, we were having chikas already haha! Feeling close gud! :)) But that was a big help in my stage of adjustment hehe! :)) Again nothing interesting happened. Everyday is just the same haha! :))

Late

2009-06-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

Went to RTR at around 8 and I was LATE again! :( But at least there were many of us:)) That was mainly because of the sudden changed of sched on our TFN. We thought we will start at 9 but without any idea it started at 8. It was moved daw. So that was it .. After TFN is our psychology with a very funny and old teacher. She made fun of our family name since she can't barely read it and we were laughing all along :)) HAD LUNCH with cousin and earlaine. Then studied for CHEM :s

After some grueling hours of seating and listening we were finally dismissed at around 4 and waited for some announcement if we will have TFN class tomorrow but we didn't hear any so we decided to just come to school tomorrow to know :0 Went home .. find something to eat then made some of my homework through the net :) I wasn't really sure if what I was writing was right hehe. I mean who wants know about LANGUAGE and COMMUNICATION haha! :))

The day is over and tomorrow's gonna be another one hehe! :) And ohh another thing, I'm really looking forward to talking to papa. I have something important to ask him (you already know what I mean hehe!) So that's it for now ..

Same Same

2009-06-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today. Did the same thing in the morning but this time I woke up at 5:30. Since Filipino starts at 7:30. I arrived at school before the said time. NOT LATE :)) Waited for the teacher ..

Waiting for class to start ..

Then my day continued, FILIPINO ENGLISH MATH and PE, in the afternoon. I entered each class lazily. I'm not really into listening and participating today, except during our first period were our listening skills was really put into test (what I mean is that we can't barely hear what Miss Domingo was saying kay hiya la an nakabati han iya boses!)

After class we went to the library to do our assignments in english and filipino without any luck haha ! :)) but we managed to get some info from some of the english books :)

We went home. ate BURGER again for snack. read YOUNGBLOOD then surfed the net. I was finding something to think about haha! to keep my mind working :))

Then went to ROBINSONS. had dinner with my aunt and cousins then BALAY :)

EVERYDAY is just the same HOME then SCHOOL then HOME again. I'm still looking forward for something unexpected or even extraordinary to happen :))

Not so lucky

2009-06-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7 since our orientation starts at 9. did whatever. and took a bath. waited for ina and off to school. but while I was about to pay for our fair I just realized that I forgot to bring my wallet. It was still in my drawer. we were like "hala! anhun ta ini?!" we don't know what to do and we were left with no choice but not to pay and just get off the jeep without the driver noticing hehe! Evil plan HAHA! and then it worked! Thank God! haha! Then i kept on telling ina that we are so malas today and that there's still so many malas to come. and she just smiled at me .ohh great! Upon entering the campus we knew that we are already late for the orientation and that's another malas. so we went to the 2nd floor and asked some PT students if where are the NURSING students and they just keep on telling us that we are so late and that they are already at the function hall. WE are so DEAD! Luckily we manage to get inside and took a seat without everyone noticing haha! We are not that malas after all :))

The orientation lasts for like FOREVER! They dismissed us at around 1 and we still have clases in chemistry at 1 .i was like "huhu dre gd ako matambuk hni" :( We then asked our teacher in chem if we can have our lunch she said yes but we should be back at 2 and we said ok ma'am thank you. I went home for lunch to get my wallet and I ate really fast. afraid to be late again. BUT unfortunately I was AGAIN LATE! I mean WE were late .me, mien, ina(since we had lunch together) and our two other classmates. The room was closed so we thought no one was inside but when i opened the door they were their and the angry expression of Miss Ambi. Our convrsation goes this way:

Ambi: Why are you late?
Mien: Because ma'am we thought no one was here.
Ambi: That's impossible. My voice is so loud and you did not hear it.
(We just looked at her)
Ambi: Tapos mag titinindog la ngay.an kamu ngada?!
(isug hehe!)

So we took a seat and copy the topics that we will be discussing throughout the sem. And after that she dismissed us at around 3 haha! We are so relieved cos we thought that we are going to be stuck there until 5:30 haha!

We had snacks at PORBIDA. ate cheese burger and fries :)) went to Paperworld to buy a binder and then went home :)

I transferred my notes in my binder then had dinner. took a bath. arranged my things and now I'm right here facing this laptop and doing THIS hehe! :)

DONE with my 2nd entry haha! That was my 2nd day in school! GOODNIGHT then. Hope tomorrow's going to be a different one :))

First Entry

2009-06-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

This is my first entry :) and i really don't know what and where to start. Uhm *thinking* let me start with me making this blog hehe! I got this idea when I read Cristel's and Luwan's blog :) I got this from them BUT I'm not as good as them hehe! I just love reading their daily entry haha! So expressive of their feelings and thoughts [ okae im talking non-sense haha! ] .. Uhm *thinking again* done with why-i-made-this-blog explanation hehe :)) and I don't know what to say next! Ohh great! I just can't find the right words! why am i like this haha! So .. so .. whatever! OKAE let me end this up haha! :))